Thursday, March 29, 2007

QUARTERLY LIFE CRISIS

I’m having hard time accepting that I’m 25. Yes 25, though the looks doesn’t show any sign of me being in my 20’s I have to admit I am 25 (hehe). Really can’t imagine that it has been a quarter of a century that I have been in this world… I can still remember my high school graduation like it was just yesterday or even when I was crying in our classroom way back grade one because I was the last one who finished copying the notes on the board. Years just flied so fast. I never pictured myself where I am right now. That’s right. Never. I dreamed I’ll be richer, have my own house, been to every possible place in the world, but NOOOOOOOOOO, I still live with my folks, I don’t even have any money right now (which reminds me I need to borrow from my nanay when I get home) and the farthest place I have been is Palawan (yeah, been there with my relatives). In other words you feel that nothing is happening in your life that you ever really wanted. As if this was just a plan that went wrong and what do you get out of these?

Disappointments, disappointments and more disappointments, I guess that is what I get for being to ambitious. Hey I’m a dreamer, what can I do? Better to dream high right? By the way if you feel that we are on the same boat, well this boat has a name and it’s called QUARTERLY LIFE CRISIS.

Let me just grab my life vest.

1 Comments:

Blogger Dr. Utkarsh Narang (PT) said...

I'm 22 and a half year old and i dont think i'm having a hard time accepting who i am. Though its not that easy.. but it aint that tough that i might end up having "quarterly life Crisis"..

Its very true that everything that happened seems like it did jz yesterday.. the day when i got selected in the interview for my school admission, i was just 4 or so.. the day my arts teacher gave me a tight slap and later apologized with a chocolate in his hand.. the day when i couldnt take two rounds of my school ground (i can run a half marathon now).. the day school ended and we cried like hell.. the day i fell in love in high school.. Years did fly too fast..

In school i dont think i imagined myself to be where i'm.. i was just too carefree.. i never dreamed of the riches and bunglows.. never.. until i reached college and saw wat was happenin around me.. i wont lie but i dream of the CRV's and flashy clothes.. but is that all matters. I dont think so.. There's more to life than this...

I read this somewhere:
"i went to buy new shoes.. the most expensive ones.. but i returned home with a heavy heart coz i saw a man with no legs"

Its just our perception of wat life gives us..u've been to Palawan.. others might not have crossed their city borders ever.. so i always think its better to see the glass half full than seeing it half empty..

And as far as the emptiness that we twenty somethings feel in life.. the only way to fill that void is by receiving the cosmic energy of the SUPREME GODHEAD.. i read the Sri Bhagavad Gita and my parents call me crazy.. but i think its my best teacher.. though i'm jz 22 and a half.. still i'm lookin for my guru.. until then the gita helps me fill my voids with MAX ENERGY.. Fulfills me Spiritually..

UR VEST...=== better try holding god's hand.. u'll feel that kick.. jz submit urself to him.. he'll hold u high..

BALANCE::: GOD AND KARMA...

Its a kick.. believe me !!!

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