Just being myself.

I happened to came across this link one time http://www.blogthings.com/whatgenderisyourbrainquiz/ as I search the vast sites in the internet.

Funny as the result was:

Your Brain is 87% Female, 13% Male

You have the brain of a girly girl
Which isn’t a bad thing at all?
You're empathetic, caring, and in tune with emotions.
You're a good friend and give great advice

Hahaha! Am I really attuned with my feminine side?

Hey don’t you roll your eyes on me sister! I mean brother. Haha! Well I actually don’t mind the result well I’m really a “what you see what you get” type of person.

Just being myself.

when sleep is no longer a waste of time

I’m having trouble sleeping. As much as I want to, it seems that an 8 hour sleep is just a pigment of my imagination. Everything seems coming back to me. Maybe I have overused myself for the past couple of years that it’s catching up. “Sleep is a waste of time”, a line taken from the movie Gladiator (i think) that I have taken into practice. There was a time when I was attending review classes for 6 hours and working 9 hours a day, also had 2 jobs at the same time and lately I been working more than 40 hours a week. Is this the repercussion of the things I have done?

As science would put it, in a very action there’s a reaction (something like that). I’ve done the action, just waiting for my body’s reaction.

One thing is certain, I really need to take a break from all of this or this would just break me in the future… with how things are going…. It’s seems that it is a very near future.

Bloody Monday

What a nice way to start the week…lose blood…lots a lots of blood. As far as I can remember I was never really frightened by the site of blood. Even as a child I would be the one volunteering to dissect a frog holding it with both hands and slicing it into two –sadistic? Nah, someone needs to do it. Come to think of it, I think that started it all. Why I ended up taking a medical course. In college we would skin a cadaver until all muscles are visible and would study it as if it was never alive. Enough of the flashback!

So what does blood have to do with my Monday? I just lost a couple of CCs, donated to a friend’s father. Hmmmm perfect… a Bloody Holy Monday.

QUARTERLY LIFE CRISIS

I’m having hard time accepting that I’m 25. Yes 25, though the looks doesn’t show any sign of me being in my 20’s I have to admit I am 25 (hehe). Really can’t imagine that it has been a quarter of a century that I have been in this world… I can still remember my high school graduation like it was just yesterday or even when I was crying in our classroom way back grade one because I was the last one who finished copying the notes on the board. Years just flied so fast. I never pictured myself where I am right now. That’s right. Never. I dreamed I’ll be richer, have my own house, been to every possible place in the world, but NOOOOOOOOOO, I still live with my folks, I don’t even have any money right now (which reminds me I need to borrow from my nanay when I get home) and the farthest place I have been is Palawan (yeah, been there with my relatives). In other words you feel that nothing is happening in your life that you ever really wanted. As if this was just a plan that went wrong and what do you get out of these?

Disappointments, disappointments and more disappointments, I guess that is what I get for being to ambitious. Hey I’m a dreamer, what can I do? Better to dream high right? By the way if you feel that we are on the same boat, well this boat has a name and it’s called QUARTERLY LIFE CRISIS.

Let me just grab my life vest.

9 Signs that you are STRESSED

1. You get fatter.
2. You get fatter.
3. You get fatter.
4. You get fatter.
5. You get fatter.
6. You get fatter.
7. You get fatter.
8. You get fatter.
9. You get fatter.

Happyness

Would you know if it is time to move on?

After almost four years something hit me. I'm no longer happy. After all what I have been through... all suddenly came to a halt. The world that I have been part of just seems to be shrinking every minute, everything seems to be moving very slowly and find myself dragging my ass. The excitement simply faded. The enthusiasm vanished.

And I think it is indeed time to move on.

SICK

it's been awhile since i last "blogged-out".. busy..busy..busy..with life .. with
work .. with love .. with every excuse i can think of.since i do have the chance right now.... let's see if i can

i'm sick. freakin' sick! so sick my bone aches. when i cough i feel it in my stomach. i'm sweating profusely. i wish i was at home, just relaxing, but NOOOOO.. i can't ' cause im at work. so amidst the pain im going thru.. i need to work. Damn! i hate being sick.. or is it working that i really hate?

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YOU

24

just turned 24....

still clueless of what is in store for me out there...

but now i have a guiding light to my path...

i have someone to hold my hands...

i'm excited of what lies ahead...

coz this time it will be different...

i'll be facing my life with someone so special...

all i need to do is hold on tight and never let go...

i really don't know where life will lead me...

but with you by my side...

i know the way there will be worth the destination...

with you...

i thank you...

to you...

and only you..

there might....

there might come a time
that i'll demand...ignore it
it's just me saying please stay

there might be an instance
that i would be silent...dont mind me
im just thinking how lucky i am to found someone like you

there might be a day
that i am irritable...it's no big deal
it's just me trying to get your attention

there might be situations
i'll tell you i want to be alone... i'm lying
i need you by my side

there might be circumstances
i'll doubt if you really love me... pay no attention
i know you love me i just wanna hear you say it

there might be a moment
i won't be at your side...don't worry
just remember how much i love you

there might come a time
when we need to part ways..its inevitable
but before that happen we'll enjoy what we have
so that as we look back, memories of us together
will make us smile...

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