when it's over

and it's over...
like any other love story...
comes an ending...
but mine is not a happy ending...
i saw this coming...
like the sun rising tomorrow..
just enjoyed it while it lasted...
the thought of falling madly in love...
made me smile...
made me confirmed...
that all is capable of that feeling...
and it sucks- big time!!
kidding...
yes it hurts...
but sooner or later...
i might be struck once again...
but this time things will be different...
different in the sense that...
i guess i'll be using more of my head...
and less of the heart...
you don't give 100% immediately...
you think back and learn...
hang ups are still there...
and would remain part of me...
and you might be saying...
that it must be bitterness talking...
and i won't dispute that...
just saying what i feel...
still open for what might come...
not closing my options...
to what ever possibility that might arise...
but for now this chapter is over...