how lonely am i?

i feel so lonely i could cry
there's seem to be no reason why
it's just something i can't deny
i envy the birds up in the sky
i only wish i could fly
and soar, soar way up high
so that you'll never see my tears when i cry

= )

i haven't updated my blog for a couple of days now i really can't seem to think what to write and can't find time to write. last update oct 11.. and it s now the 2nd of November... darn!

days passes by so quickly i feel like i'm almost left behind, time really flies when you're having fun.. it's just that i'm not quite sure if i am having fun... am i?